WOW

fourteen days until my due date! Crazy.. I would have never thought I would be here again. Last November when I was getting ready for Thanksgiving, worrying about Christmas cards and what to buy and who to give it to for Christmas. Last year about this time I put my tree up.. I really wanted to enjoy the holidays. I did and oh my gosh was I ready to take it down after Christmas. This year I constantly cleaning my house, trying to push Christmas and Thanksgiving as far away as I can. If I don't think about or stress about it, maybe it won't come right?? lmao.. I am trying soo hard to keep my house spotless for when baby comes. Not that I need to, my mom would clean and will clean when I am gone if she stays here. Like my baby is going to notice if I cleaned behind the toilet in the upstairs bathroom or if it will effect him if ALL my laundry is done and put away 99% of the time.. lol.. I keep finding new things that I absolutely need before I give birth. I keep feeling like there is something very important that I am forgeting, but when I think about it, I am really only missing the baby.. lol. I hope he comes soon. I know he will, if I don't go before my due date they won't let me go over.. I don't know why I keep saying soon.. Two weeks is nothing. My life is going to change soo much. I should be enjoying the last two weeks I have with my family before we completely change again. I know from experience it will be quite a while before we are adjusted and feel settled in again. I am terrified hes growing into a sumo baby. Can I really do this again?? LOL.. I guess I will find out :) And soon ;)