Not sure why today is harder than the last couple. I think everything has finally sunk in. I have been crying for stupid reasons today. I went to the grocery store a little bit ago and felt something I never thought I would. I saw about 15 pregnant women in about 10 mins time and I felt soo jealous. :( I feel so ashamed.
Then I come home, yell at David for stupid reasons. My computer is loaded with porn spam and spywear. It pissed me off. I told him to leave my computer alone. Not that he shouldn't look at porn, but the fact that we never have sex and he is aparently beating off more than he is putting out.. lmao.. If that makes any sense..
I mentioned some pretty diamond solitare earrings ::hint, hint::: that i wanted for Valentines day and he said they looked gawdy.. Ughh.. But the opal ring he bought me wasn't?? lol.. Don't get me wrong, opals are pretty, but I have other stones I take preference to.
I really think I need to find some happy pills. I know what I don't want to take. I just hate calling and getting them started..
My pain is better today, thank goodness.. I didn't wake up til 9 am because of the pain, instead of 5. Well, David wasn't in my bed, so that made a big difference.
But.. I did find a new friend. Yoplait makes a whipped yogurt.. MMMMMmm.. That would be the highlite of my day.
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